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hello everyone

i am the creater of this group and i hope you enjoy it,

but i also hope that you like the new colors so comment this and tell me what you think of it.

xoxo

britt

yay

i have 23 more days until my birthday

im gonna be 14

oh god

ok my friends suck on this thing...wanna know y?...buz u NEVER talk to me any more(some people do but not of them)(i bet some of my friends stop getting on my profile)

if u readong this actully say something like:

"hi wat u doin'?" or something even totally random i dont care i will still comment :)

 

xoxoxoxoxo signed strawberry(nick name got changed)

Title: How The Interests Of Boys Come To Mind (01/??)

Author: Brittsny Harris

Rating: PG? idk!

Paring: Ryan and Brendon. Brendon comes in next chapter.

POV: Ryan's

Summary: Ryan is moving out of his mom and dad's place to Las Vegas. Little did he know he would find a lover, and lets just say the lover is not a girl.

Disclaimer: I don't own Ryan or Brendon I just own the story.

A/N: I think this chapter sucks, but I guess you're the one going to have to judge on that:/ If your just now tuning in here is the previous chapter I wrote

http://brittbrat016.buzznet.com/user/journal/432201/

Ryan's POV

I'm on my way to the air port, and I stop for some coffee at Star Bucks on the way. "Shit," I say, as my cup holder in my car breaks, and some of the coffee gets on my leg. Just some, but it still burns.

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I get to the air port, and I clean, what I had spilt on my leg, up. I stand up and walk over to get my air flight ticket. I walk back over to and wait in my seat until the announsments come on and say it's almost time to leave. I pick the cage, that my dog has been resting in, and set it on my lap. "Hold on Biscuit, it's almost time to go," I say to my dog, as Bisuit makes a whimpering nosie.

"The flight to Las Vegas will be leaving shortly." The announsments say, as I pick up my things and head toward the plain.

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I take my seat and put my things in the cubby above my head and set Biscuit down beside me. I'm not putting him in the cubby cause I can't feed him in there and also he can't fit.

"Can I sit here?" A random person asks me from behind, and I turn around in my seat, and Oh My God!

"spencer?!" I ask and squeak out, and I think: Weird mixture!

"Ryan?" he asked as he looked at me shocked. "Oh My God! Spencer, it is you!" I state as a fact, as I get up to hug him. "Oh My God! I've missed you so much. What are you doing here?" Spencer asks me, as I sit down with a frown on my face. I say quickly,"I'm moving to Las Vegas." I look away; outside the window. "Oh...well...why? What does your parents think about this?" He asks this with a frown to match mine. I feel my eyes watering I let a tear roll down my face, but he doesn't see it.

"Because," my voice is shaky from the tears,"I told them I was gay and that I only like guys and they rejected me." I turn to look at him and let him see my tears falling from my eyes.

"Aww, Ryan I'm sorry to hear that. Hey don't cry. If they can't accept you they don't deserve a single tear you cry." He told me, and I agree with him.

"Yeah you're right. They don't deserve any of my tears, but it's not my mom who didn't accept me, she loved me. It was my dad who didn't accept me for who I am." I tell him, as I whipe my tears away. I scrunch up my nose,"I hate my dad!"

"Aww, well forget about him 'cause I'm also moving," He says joyfully.

"Why?" I ask.

"Ahh, my mom kept on asking me 'WHen are you going to move and find a women? You're old enough to take care of yourself.' so I did what she said, and moved" He says with a small smile, which made me smile. "I knew I would make you smile." I smile once more.

"Hey Biscuit!" Spencer yells, but loud enough so only we can hear it.

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It's getting dark outside. I look over at Spencer and he's already asleep. I pull out my laptop and I go on You Tube and I watch "Fred Goes To The Park", and I'm asleep before I know it, with the laptop close to my heart.

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I feel the plain land and I wake up. I look over and Spencer is still asleep. "Spencer? Wakie up it's time to get off."

"Huh?" Spencer groans.

"Get up, it's time to go!" I sorta yell too loud, and getting a few of the people's eyes around us.

"Oh, well you don't have to yell. Yellin' hurts my, eears." He says, waking up fully.

"Hey where were you plaining to move to?" I ask him grabing my things and getting off the air craft.

"Umm I don't know really." He scratches his head and shrugs.

"Me either," I tell him,"I guess I was so worried about getting out of there that I didn't book a place." I shrug.

"Oh well...we'' just explore." Spencer says, excited to go exploring the city.

We get in a cab and we ride off into Las Vegas.

A/N: I'm sorry if i bored you. Don't ask how the car gets to Las Vegas 'cause I seriously don't know i guess it doesn't, 'cause I've never been on a plain and didn't come back so I don't know these things:/ So anyway tell me what you think and I will get back to you. Thanks for reading:)

Title: Friendship Is Love

Author: Brittany Harris:ryro_fookme & Kelli Wells:bren69 (that would be me)

Rating: PG-13

Paring: Ryden

POV: not really a paring at all it will be labeled Ryan:ryro_fookme and Brendon:bren69

Summary: there isn't really a summary at all...just read:)

Disclaimer: i don't own any one in this me and my bff made this together while on the phone lol

A/N: this is a random story tht me and my friend are making up right now.hope you like it♥



bren69 has logged in


ryro_fookme:hey bren wat u doin?
bren69:nothing u?
ryro_fookme:me too so how have u been?
bren69:i've been good and how have u been?
ryro_fookme:i've been good :P
ryro_fookme:dude!i'm soooooooo horny ;)
bren69:u no somethin'...soo am i lol
ryro_fookme:mmmmmmmmmmmm im sooo fucking horny ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
bren69:ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn i wish i could see u ;)
ryro_fookme:ok then come over
bren69:ok ill be there in a minute
ryro_fookme:ok see u then
bren69:bye
ryro_fookme:bi c'u


ryro_fookme has signed out
bren69 has signed out




a few minutes later...


Ding Dong Ding Dong


Ryan runs down the stairs and answers the door. "Hello, Brendon." I say, as I smirk at him.


He smiles a crooked smile at me and he says,"Why hello, Ryan. May I come in?"


"Sure!" I say, pulling him inside and closing the door behind him. I take his hands in mine, and look him up and down. Wow he's hot! I say to myself.


"What did you just say about me?" He asks me. "Um, n-nothing. I didn't say anything...you must be hearing things." I ramble on about nothing. Shut up! He knows what you said stupid, he just wants to make sure. Just stop rambling and get this dude in your pants already! That little voice tells me in my head.


I take him up stairs in my room and push him on the bed and climb in his lap. I kiss him with want, and he kisses me back with much force as I use.

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"I love you, Brendon." I whisper in his ear. I hear him smile next to me.


"I've always loved you,Ryan." He says, moving his face towards me and he kisses me gently, and we both fall asllep in eachothers arms, dreaming away.

The End

Title: How The Interests Of Boys Come To Mind(Prolague)

Author: Brittany Harris(that's me)

Rating: G

Paring: Ryan & Brendon.Brendon comes in later on.

POV: Ryan's

Summary: Ryan is moving out of his mom and dad's place to Los Vegas.

Little did he know he would find a lover, and lets just say the lover is not a girl.

Disclaimer: I don't own Ryan or Brendon. I just own the story.

A/N: I wrote this all by myself and I feel very happy sharing it with you, and if you would please comment that would make me so happy♥

Ryan's POV

Today is the day. The day I move away from my mom and dad. I'm actually glad that I'm moving, to get away from my dad. I hate the way he treats me, always beating me, saying hurtful words, always getting drunk. I can't stand him! I got to get out of this house.

"Bye dear, I'll miss you so much." My mom says her last farewell, as she cries her tears for me as I get ready to leave the house with my stuff in car.

I look behind me; at my dad and he just looks away. I frown and look away and think of the times he used to be my hero when I was a kid, and out the door I went (I can hear my mom's cries in the background fade as I close the door behind me.)

I thought to myself as I got into the car; I'm never coming back. "Good bye," I say to myself as a single tear made it's way way down my cheek.

A/N: ok thanks for reading and I would really like it if commented me and tell me what your thinking of the story and I'll back to you as soon as I can♥

ok let me start the begining,i was on my "edit friends" and i organized my friends list and i pressed 'save' and i looked on my page and 12something and it didn't work my same friends were on my page so i did it again and pressed 'save' and i went to my page again and looked at my friends list not only was my SAME friends were one there but i looked the number of friends and it says,"113"!!!WHAT THE FUCK!!!WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?WHAT EVER YOU DO,DO NOT USE THE EDIT BUTTOM!idk if its the same for u but u can see if yours does that.BUT TO ALL THE FRIENDS I JUST LOST PLEASE...PLEASE ADD ME BACK AND I WILL ADD YOU!

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and if ANYONE can explain this to me I would very much like that(well ANYONE who has had this problem and finally figured it out why every time you pressed edit friends and all your friends disapered from your friends list period.)

thanks for reading this and i hope you respond

 Hey! Everybody I know I don't talk a lot and I don't write much but here's a story about my fantacy. And just remember this is NOT REAL!NOT TRUE. But I do feel this way and you'll understand how i feel. If not,oh well your loss!! So remember this is NOT REAL!!! And yes I no there's a lot of grammer errors but you'll understand,right?love you all and i hope you like it and tell me how you feel about this!

my fantacy is where there's noone around but me,no Kelli,no Sarah,no Emmy,noone just me. the one where every thing is white,EVERYTHING,and its just one big empty room,just like my soul,Empty inside,nothing in sight,just me,in black.black shirt w/ my favorite band on the front(Panic!At The Disco),black pants,my black converse,and plain black socks,and big red,bloody tears falling from my eyes,forsed to think of the past,all the bad memories that happened to me in the past.calling for someone to save me,"Help me!Somebody save me!Help somebody please, help me!,save me!,anything!!"crying so hard that my blood comes pooring out of my eyes,mascara and eyeliner,following the bloody tears falling from my eyes,all bcuz im alone,nobody to save me from my dream,this nightmare,"Please somebody save me!Please, somebody HElP!"u call out once more.nobody cares,there're in a different world,they don't know who you are and they don't want to know an emo like U,they don't want to,they don't want to care,nobody cares about a hopeless,lifeless,uncaring person like u!nobody cares nobody wants to hang with an invisable person(invisable person meaning me!)noone wants to love u,care about u,nobody wants to help u!so just give up!nobody's coming!nobody's coming within a millon miles to save u!so u can sit there thinking,"Wow!I ruined my life!not Panic!At The Disco.ME!I chose to ruin my life!And i will just do that!"so u keep crying,those bloody tears!and u think thats me,thats me!Brittany Harris.thats my life every bit of what i wrote. and ill keep feeling that until i change my life.but let me tell u a little secret***ill never change back to the way i was!NEVER!***im stuck with this life,i have to live with this life,ibut most of all...i like my life.im pathetic,nobody cares about me,and i don't want them to.don't worry about my life,ill take care of it.I'll desrtroy my life if i want,ill kill my self if i want,so dont worry about me...cuz i don't need ur pitty!so if ur my friend or a person i had to show this to...forget what ever this says,forget u've ever been my friend(or a random person who read this),forget u've ever known me,but forget about me!im nothing to u im useless!u think u know what im going through,think again!u'll NEVER know what i feel,u'll NEVER understand how i feel,bcuz i won't tell u,u'll NEVER under stand ME!Nobody, not even my friends!)

thanks to all the people who read this and thanks to the people who read at least half of it ♥

i love u all,and ill c u guys(and girls) later

peace and love,Brittany Harris

i feel so loved people like to me and a lot people has me as favorite if do please tell me cuz i want to no!!

i bored so try to find the message!!(ill give u a HINT:its about a boy/dude a cute boy/dude.got a clue tell me if u think u know)

ghgjk2hjgGgvJfdbFCgjfgjh3jgjghlovejHhgjfhhg8YhfghjfRyanghfjhfghHFRossfhdhdhfgdh4everfsghfjfhjfghfj!!!!!

aww i feeled loved!look at how many friends ive got.yay!!!!!!! *smiles real real big* ^^

aww i feeled loved!look at how many friends ive got.yay!!!!!!! *smiles real real big* ^^

yes people i have ADHD so dont judge me of my writing!

bla,bla,bla i need some ideas 2 post.i suck at posting things! and u people out there no wat 2 say or write,i dont. I NEED IDEAS!HELP ME!

PLEASE!